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YOU'RE NOT SAFE
01:03
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(XBXSX)
(I love you, Havyn)
(Surgery)
You're not safe
I got a knife on me
I open up the safe
I stash the tool away
I'm blacking out, she wanna kiss me on my eyelids
I'm saying things i hate, fuck, i wanna die lit
I'm kickin' it, like tracers trailing from my arms now
I'm flickin' hella cigs, got ash all on my eyebrows
I feel like Laura Les got money coming out my mouth
I vomit up a fifth, got problems i can't ash 'em out
I feel like Ronnie Radke, everybody hate me
I feel like Bootsy fuckin' everybody love me
I feel Havy, way I'm runnin' up a clock, yuh
Fuck what you heard, it's bottom surgery
I swear to god this could be the last album ever recorded
So pay attention to every word I've ever spoken.
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Havyn:
I’m a coward
And i’ve never claimed i was anything more
Than a sepulcher
Sitting in timeless unaltered
Cycles
Waiting for something
livelivid:
Celebrate your ignorance
Status quo’s here to calm you
What is fate but a neon glimpse,
Distracting you from living
Every day like it’s your last?
Do you want to increase those odds?
Do you want every week to cost you more?
Do you want to believe what’s wrong?
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Sleeping on Stardust:
Thoughts are bleeding out on the table
Parasitic motions that fled from the fable
As we dance along to the chords of the silence
Making all the motions of the timeless and righteous
Burn, all this shit down
Scatter the ashes like the fallout from downtown
Fear, all the unknown
Bury my face in the arms of my loved ones
Oh, call that progress on paychecks
Paid to make waves while update my opsec
Out in the winter my arms start to grow
Bury the object of lust in my floor
Breaking your face as i shake and i bake
make no mistake when i showed up too late
I enter the state, and i carry the weight
Continue this opus until it's complete
Woah, kytherian flow, the patriot's gold, la le lu la lo
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Havyn:
Run at the thread of relapsing
Burn it down leave me alone
This building's collapsing
And you say you were my home
fallingwithscissors:
Where were you?
It doesnt matter
I just hope you’re fucking happy
Your blood isnt on the floor
And thats enough for you
Your ignorance is something to be beheld
When the needle slips…
Havyn:
I'm wishing everyone a “fuck you”
I was
On the floor
I’ll break through
Just like a needle to the neck
Straight to my bloodstream
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(I love you, Havyn)
(Big Money Cybergrind)
(I'm getting bottom surgery)
Trey Dog Whistle:
Android, can hear the lambs hollering
Need a lobotomy
Open me up,
Dig into squalor and disease
I’m fucked!
Fuck your idolatry
Caught an anomaly
caused by an entity singing a psalmody.
Start divine comedy off
I hang myself from the Kabbalah tree.
Baby, I’m colicky
If all of these walls could speak they’d be calling me a freak and I don’t wanna be defeated but I gotta let a motherfucker suffocate me with a pillow when I fall asleep
Sweet dreams
Havyn:
I hope you see me, motherfucker in your nightmares
I hope you dream of me
VULGAR:
(Vocalization)
Havyn:
You never made me
You'll never take me
Dragged under by a string of thorns
Hate me
But check the mirror
Before you execute
The ones you love
Masturbated
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Aki:
Close my eyes and everybody wants me dead
And i will scream and stab but i will be hunted
Born to be slaughtered
A premonition every night on repeat
Will one day come alive when the day breaks
With a gun in my mouth i will regret
That i died the way i lived
Havyn:
Stick the barrel through my teeth and click it
I've been waiting to be freed, it's nothing
Wake up everyday, most dangerous game
I've spent existence filled with dread and shame
You fucking lunatics and hunters want to kill
Tried to numb the fear with chemicals and swill
I'm hanging out the window with a mask and a bat
Step up to the plate, let's see who's made to last
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She say she maybe wanna set my corpse on fire
I think that’s ok, lick my blood of of a spire
Hella castles drifting off into the sphere, yeah
i wanna drink, but just some girl shit not a beer, yeah
All my friends they left me all alone now
I’m locking in, i’m popping pills, i’m in my zone now
I never needed any one cuz nobody cares
It’s just me and all my girls in the circle snare
I don’t care if your whole gang hates me
It’s Havyn Alyce on the beat with Dan Macy
I don’t care if my whole life fakes me
I’ll find a way out, Ethanol be my safety
It’s all too much
Never found a way to
Stay in touch
It’s all too much
Never found a way…
I’m poppin fent and fuckin dudes that i never met
I know they hate me for my actions but i won’t repent
I’m sellin packs and cryin naked in a sewer
For thirty bucks i’ll be you two bit-whore
I need help, but i’m helpless
I need to find myself
But i'm selfless
I need help, but i’m helpless
I need to find myself
But i'm
It’s all too much
Never found a way to
Stay in touch
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It's all the same
It’s all too much
Never found a way to
Stay in touch
It’s all too much
Never found a way
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Havyn:
Stay fuck away from me you faker
I'll drench your shit in spit and solder
Make a mechanized tomb for you
bound in casting till you tell the truth
Melvin:
Flesh and fabric tear the same
As my chest ejects my lungs
Havyn:
Wretch it up now
Slit my eyelids
I'll always see you spewing solace
Melvin:
Breathing blood from the open cavity
I'm dead anyway, who cares who won?
(Centipedes, centipedes, centipedes)
Havyn:
It's bottom surgery, fucker
Don't ever get it confused
I wear my heart on my throat
I gnash my teeth when i see you
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(Havyn Alyce made this beat)
Havyn:
Slumber gang got arrested, we about to go to jail
Me and Tomi pullin' up, smoking blunts dippied in Nyquil
Four-five hunna, put that on my baby momma
Now your boyfriend give me head in an all purple Hummer
Smokin' on some lean, we about to get mean
Fucking sleepy maniacs, poppin' benny's, make us dream
Me and Tomi riding dirty downtown, smokin' dicks
We gon' snort some ketamine, hit the scene then...
(Unintelligable)
I'm fucking wiylin' out, I threw out all my Seroquel
I'm going schizo sipping cum out of a wishing well
Tomi:
Bitch, shake that ass like a fucking epileptic
Draco to your throat that's a fucking Chloraseptic
My bitch fucking me and that shit can get hectic
Fuck him with my gun, watch me switch this fucking clip
My bitch got a gun, he don't use it, hoe, we coolin'
My gun got a gun and you know I'm fuckin' goonin'
Ron Desantis can get hit with a mop
I'ma run up, blow his fucking top off
Ron Desantis look like a bitch
I'ma take a shit in Havyn's crib
Bullet's ran out, pass the next clip
I'ma take a shit in Ron Desantis crib
I'm Islamic, i don't fuck with pigs
I'll shoot that bitch in the fucking face
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HRT OF GLD (ft. Alluce)
01:12
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Alluce:
Rearrange my flesh, mistaken puzzle pieces glued apart
Chemicals that make me feel so welcome in my cold dead heart
Euphoria i've been missing
Euphoria i've been missing
In my bloodstream
Get into me
In my bloodstream
This shit will redeem, will redeem
Will redeem, will redeem me
Havyn:
It's Alluce and bottom surgery on the track you stupid ass motherfucker!
Push the plunger
Don’t wanna be like you
I'lll evolve into something new
Take your prying eyes
And slip your fingers in sockets
We’re killing ourselves everyday
You should be more like us
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Rainbow Knife:
(???)
Havyn:
I bow down now to the rat king
Open up my ears now to sweet nothings
If i find the sewer, i'll open up the drain
I'ma open up my veins, suck a vile thing
(Unintelligable)
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Beau:
Something eating up my brain like a worm
But you know me yeah naw I don’t give a fuck
Maybe I can never feel free from my leash
But yeah naw I don’t I don’t give a fuck
Spending all my time jackin off in the dark
But I gotta tell you yeah naw I don’t give a fuck
Naw yeah I don’t I don’t give a fuck na
Yah naw I don’t I don’t give a fuck
Snail:
I sit in death’s shadow
Hiding from the sun
Like a mouse under a rock
I don’t when my time will come
But I’ll damn well fight to stay alive
Snail & Havyn:
Stay alive
Stay alive
Stay alive
Stay alive
Snail:
You can’t kill me motherfucker
You can’t legislate me out of existence
Havyn:
It's finally my time
To eat these worms alive
Judge you for your crimes
Pull the bag over your eyes
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McMansion:
I saw you see me
Through scornful eyes
The way your gaze
Cuts through me
It's no surprise
That I can't look
At my own eyes
Without seeing
Yours as mine
Havyn:
Scream at me like you hate me
Then hold me like we’re elated
Fuck a family, fuck society!
I don’t crave any arms to enfold me
I’m returning to the forest, buried under trees
I can’t imagine why you would do or say those things to me
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14. |
NO HEAVEN, NO HELL
01:38
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Above the orbital
I feel it swell
Beginning of a burst?
Ticket to hell?
Take two pills
Pain subsides
I go to sleep
Russian roulette every night
I hate you
You don’t understand
You think i want this life?
Slow death by my own hand?
You think i’m a martyr
I think you’re ignorant
You think i’m a junkie and broke
So what? your head’s full of shit
I don’t wish ill on anyone
But i do wish you could feel
A day in the skin
I’d watch you wretch and kneel
I’d say “why are you doing this?”
With my saddest mask on
I’d drive the knife in
I’d kick your skull while you’re down
And as you look up at me
While the tears stream your face
I’d say “don’t give me that shit”
“You’re a selfish disgrace.”
Take me home
Please god
Forgive me
I tried to atone
No heaven
No hell
No light below
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bottom surgery Las Vegas, Nevada
bottom surgery is the noise project from vocalist/producer/ multi-instrumentalist Havyn Alyce, previously of Deafening. Currently doing remixes as surgerygirl as well :3
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